Jesus does forgive
Jesus has the power to forgive, and Jehovah’s mercy endures forever for those who fear him. Repent and ask to be strengthened.
If you have breath, and have not taken the number of the beast, made an image of it and worship it you can repent and be saved. If you think you can hide from God you can’t, not forever.
Also true repentance counts. If you think oh boy God will give me 490 times a day to do evil (Jesus 7 times 70 Illustration) but you are doing it spitefully – like you are taking advantage of God’s mercy – think again. That’s not fearing or revering God, that’s mocking him. The bible is full of the examples of his wrath upon those that mock or hate him.
Repent soon for the kingdom of God is at hand.
I pray that the start of wisdom be made manifest in many. So they know thy ways LORD and may be saved.
Psalm 79 12:13
“And render unto our neighbours sevenfold into their bosom their reproach, wherewith they have reproached thee, O Lord. So we thy people and sheep of thy pasture will give thee thanks for ever: we will shew forth thy praise to all generations.”